December 2009
96 posts
the one-eyed look
haha, i can’t say i’m a huge fan of it. you know, the look that has bangs swept over one eye? in my opinion, the way it feels is annoying. and the impaired vision and depth perception is irritating, too. but i guess i can understand why some girls like it. guys, too. maybe the look itself is a metaphor. ooooh. like, maybe it’s saying “you only see part of who i am. i am...
an itsy-bitsy, teeny-weeny vent.
How frustrating.
I stay out of your way. I never once antagonized you, despite the situation we were placed in, despite the fact that we both wanted the same person at one point. I never, ever bad-mouthed you. Ever. All three of us had part in this, although most of it falls on his shoulders. I’ll bet you’d agree with me on that, if anything. I always hoped to think the best I could...
tomorrow is the last day of this year.
i’ve thought over my greatest accomplishments and shortcomings of 2009. i’ve come up with specific qualities i want to keep and, also, ones i want to change. but you can’t always see everything yourself, you know?
so, help me. maybe you see something i don’t. maybe another pair of eyes or two will catch something i’ve missed. but hey, don’t get butt-hurt if i...
Dear Fly Guy,
Someday, when you find your way into my life and win me over because it’s God’s plan, make it magical. Cause I’ll have been waiting for my love story. I’ll have earned it. That’s all. Stay where you are for now. I’m not ready for you yet. I’m still vain and selfish. Wait, like, 5 to 8 years. Deal? Deal :)
do you ever feel like you don't wanna go out or...
not cause you’re mad or sad or anti-social, but because you just wanna hang out with yourself? i don’t know how to explain it without someone laughing at me, but i just wanna spend a little quality time with amada catabay. she’s okay, once you get to know her.
p.s.
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the one that got away
wasn’t the one.
Ugh talking to exes can be such a weird feeling
junglejustine:
sade:
It’s like, I used to love you and we use to have inside jokes and I used to wake up beside you but in between then and now, something happened and my most recent thoughts of you have involved your untimely demise. So now we just politely discuss how unseasonably cold it is outside.
and i whispered back
You seem to have something against the world. Why?
Hm, well I don’t mean to come off that way. I think of myself as sort of an “optimistic, despite” person, if that makes sense. A lot of my posts are triggered or fueled by passion or strong feelings, so I guess that’s why I might be perceived as though I have something against the world. Honestly though, I don’t like...
i have a confession: i've been having an affair
with commas. i can’t get enough of them, i overuse them, just, so, i, can, see, them, more, often. oh yeah, this is love.
bling, bling, formspring
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nineteen years old
and i”ve decided i want to be a piano-playing, three-year-old child prodigy.
“Flattery is telling the other person precisely what he thinks about himself.”
– Dale Carnegie
who am i to call anyone else a "conformist"?
i’ve got no right; i eat american cheese, too.
popular tumblr post.
bigword bigword bigword clichelovesaying bigword statementabouthowmuchtheworldsucks (insertpictureofhalfnakedmodelsorhighendclothingshoespursesoragirlsmoking) bigword i’m so cool bigword bigword cliche cliche cliche lovesucks bigword.
the end.
peace <3
do not
read into my facebook statuses like they’re meant for you. nothing i’ve ever posted has been about, nor directed, at you. if you know me, you know they’re not meant to be emo, either. remember, it’s just the internetttttt. thanks to catalina and janine gurh for your answers. lovelovelove for you! goodnight, dears :)
formspring me, cookies! nighty night
...
how about someone
tell me how their day’s going? :)
sorry, but here's the truth: i'm not good at...
do you still like me?
dear teenagers-of-the-world,
stop fixing every problem with the words ‘i love you’. their meaning is very important, but, in the end, they’re just words. do other things.
sincerely, amada.
sometimes i feel
like i want to vent to let it all out. but i can’t find the words to express how i feel, nor a person who i want to tell.
bittersweet poetryyyy
“bittersweet… you’re gonna be the death of me.
i don’t want you, but i need you.
i love you and hate you at the very same time.”
-kanye.
@soulrhapsody
your post just now: totally refreshing. in a simple and quick manner, you reminded me of what the holiday season is all about. thanks, quynh :)
“Vanity and pride are different things, though the words are often used...”
– Jane Austen
"nice guys finish last."
i hate that we make this a reality all the time.
rawwwwr
i feel like a sleepover’s in order. i’m talking all out! invite all my lovely girlies, bring lots of pillows and blankets to make forts, nail polish, brownies, ice cream, tacos, movies, prank calls, secrets, and MORE MORE MORE :)
can i get some formspring action? ;)
What’s on my mind? I want to tell you that I absolutely ADORE you, why? Because you’re def the best! DB leave you nasty formspring responses are OBVIOUSLY DB’s for a reason, ily don’t listen to them.
Thanks! I don’t know who you are, but it’s nice to know someone adores me :)
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just because
i don’t drink, smoke, do drugs, or party hard doesn’t mean i look down on you if you do. i admit i’m a square, but i lead a happy life. if all you can call me is a goody-two-shoes and mean it in a bad way, then i think you’re the one with issues. everyone’s entitled to their own life and decisions. maybe the reason you resent me so much is because you regret the...
I'm tired of
everyone hating on this past year. You all know you had great moments. We all had bad ones, too. But what year is going to be perfect? Stop jumping on the angry-at-the-world bandwagon and hopping on the this-world-is-unfair train. Join me for a walk on thankful-for-the-good-times street. Yeah, let’s all hope 2010 tops 2009. But I personally can say that, even with the heartbreak and...
What’s on your mind? ;D
Oh my, lots. Responsibilities, like accessing my financial aid, buying my textbooks, filling out church choir forms, etc. Wondering where the letters I mailed to pen pals this morning are @ this very moment. Wanting ice cream. Thinking I should be sleeping already. Remembering good times with good people from this year. Really loving the fact that I don’t feel...
am i?
Are you ever going to get a boyfriend?
Sure, when I feel like it. And when somebody impresses me enough. Boys, it’s really not you; it’s ME.
why can’t you sleep?
Idk, I just baked banana bread from scratch. And I’m watching Everybody loves Raymond re-runs, sipping coffee and blogging. And waiting for more Formspring questionsssss, don’t let me downnnnnnnn :)
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do it. i don’t wanna sleep yet. doooo ittttttt :)
Time and time again.
ohhevaaaa:
People expect spoiled brats to come out of my neighborhood, but that’s just not the case, at least not for me. I see people’s reactions when they first see my house. It looks big, but I see it as average. Don’t get me wrong, I’m not saying I live in a small house. But quit assuming shit. I work hard for my money. I save my money. I sacrifice going out with friends to save money. I...
I AM TIRED OF
-hypebeasts calling out hypebeasts.
-girls pretending to be something they’re not, just to get attention.
-music snobs who want to take credit for ‘discovering’ underground artists, claim to be exclusive listeners, and therefore are superior to the rest of us music-lovers.
-sad, cliche love quotes.
-people calling homeless people “hobos” and “bums”.
...
sometimes
i think about people i know, and it occurs to me how transparent their actions are. and then i worry that someone i know is thinking about how easy i am to read.
"You ain't artsier than me,
you pseudo-elitist, old-school sap”
-The Grouch.
i have returned. MUAHAHA
i got to page 36 of my dashboard before realizing my butt was asleep. i’ve missed all the great posts, tumblr. i’m back for winter break, yesssssss. eff tumblarity. mine dropped by more than 100 lol. here are a couple of the formsprings i got during my short hiatus:
Hey, … I’m interested in your definition of love
I actually wrote a note on Facebook earlier this year,...
If you don't do it now,
you never will.
Today was my first day
as an educational assistant in a middle-school special-ed classroom. I loved it when I was a volunteer, a student intern. I still love it, despite the fact that I’m getting paid. I’d recommend spending a couple hours with these kids to anyone who’s having a bad day. Or a good day. Just to realize how much each day matters :)
oh tumblr,
how i’ve abandoned you.
'tis the season to be... emo?
everyone QUIT BEING EMO, DEPRESSED, AND SELF-ABSORBED
and just take a moment to look at the christmas lights and smell the cocoa :)
