suburbian thuglife.

(in no particular order)

One: I’m so glad to come downstairs and see you every morning. Each of our schedules revolves around you, and sometimes it’s quite a sacrifice, but it’s all worth it to know you’re happy and taken care of. I owe a lot of my childhood memories and lessons to you <3 I hope you know how much you’re loved.

Two: You are quite wonderful, my friend. Quite wonderful, indeed. I hope your lady friend knows what a special guy she has. Out of all the people I know, you are one of the truest. To yourself, and to others. If I ever found myself in jail in the middle of the night, you would be my one phone call. That’s how dependable you are; that’s how loyal of a friend you are. I admire and thank you, Mr. Sanchez, for all you are and all you stand for.

Three: Um, I’ve said less than ten words to you in the four months I’ve known you. That’s ‘cause, secretly, my legs want to run away when I see you, and my eyes want to look elsewhere to avoid being burned by your extreme hotness. We’re gonna see more of each other, indefinitely, because of our similar career paths. But, I swear, I wish I never saw you again lol. You make me so dumb.

Four: Oh, gurh. I luh you. I hope our relationship is always good. I know I’m a guarded person, and I don’t always let people in, but you’re someone who I hope to always feel comfortable around. Our relationship is so silly and, like the card you gave me on my birthday, based on crazy fun and deep love.

Five: You. You… Well, Idk what we’re doing or where we’re going or what we are. Haha, I guess, if I was given the opportunity to say ANYTHING to you, I’d say that I wish you’d try harder to show me who you are. I wish you made greater efforts to get to know me again, and help me know you again. The past is the past. I just want to laugh and smile and think like I do with you, bud.

Six: Jimmy, you’re my little sister. Really. I’ll be there for you no matter what situation you’re in. I feel like you and Clarbar are able to understand me better than people who are my age at times. You’re a sweet one; don’t let the world dirty your bright, pure soul <3 Seriously, I LOVE YOU and I can’t wait till we get some mo’ quality time together :)

Seven: Clar, I’m proud of you and I hope that you know I’m always here for you. As a resource for the Binhi organization, and an Ate. I love you, and I know you secretly look forward to my hugs and kisses even though you squirm and squeal away from me lol ;)

Eight: This is actually addressed to a group: I miss you guys so much. I miss the old days. I realize now, as I look back, how good we had it. We’re all on different paths now, and are spread out all over the country and world. But I will always cherish the great memories we made and deep relationships we shared. I hope we all reunite again. Till then, continue being artists and making the world a better place :)

Nine: Hey, you get a bad rap. You sure do. And it’s not like you haven’t earned it; admit it, you’ve slacked a bit. But I know you have good intentions behind it all. The thing is, I don’t wanna join everyone in talking trash about you behind your back and not doing anything to change or improve it. I want to help make this a great year for all of us- a fruitful one. And I want everyone to be excited about it all :)

Ten: Girl, my BayBayless, where are you and what have you been up to? I feel bad that the team’s been so busy and spread out, that we haven’t had much time to keep up with each other and be there for one another. Anyways, I hope you know that I’m here anytime you need me, you’re included in my prayers, and I also hope everything’s going well. You have my number, call me! Much love, and can’t wait till we start practicing again! <3